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[22 Jul 2009|08:35pm] |
dear, magnolia im writing you this song to let you know how much i feel. how much i feel inside me. if a body is a body and a soul is a soul. then maybe our eyes are just holes take a look inside mine, did you see? did you read my mind? well thats okay try one more time.
i just wanna hold you, here inside my arms. do you want to argue? playfully of course, well tell me, do you think there a more beautiful then the love of two human beings.
well i feel free, for the first time. like im swimming endlessly, for the first time. in sea of green, for the first time.
let do it again. for the first time.
dear magnolia im saying this to you, the past is the past, but lets make this future last because i feel a connection, tell me do you? if you do listen i promise i'll be true.
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[15 Mar 2009|01:34am] |
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wtf is happening to me lately.
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[20 Sep 2008|12:34am] |
You entered: ryan adkins
There are 10 letters in your name.
Those 10 letters total to 44
There are 3 vowels and 7 consonants in your name.
What your first name means:
Irish Male Kingly. Famous Bearer: American actor Ryan O'Neal.
Gaelic Male Little king.
Your number is: 8
The characteristics of #8 are: Practical endeavors, status oriented, power-seeking, high-material goals.
The expression or destiny for #8:
Your Expression is represented by the number 8. The 8 Expression is well-equipped in a managerial sense. You have outstanding organizational and administrative capabilities. You have the potential for considerable achievement in business or other powerful positions. You can expect to receive the financial and material rewards. You have the skill and abilities to establish or operate a business with great efficiency. You have good judgment when it comes to money and commercial matters, and you understand how to build and accumulate material wealth. Much of your success (or lack of it) may come due to your ability (or inability) to judge character. With the number 8 Expression, you exercise sound judgment in most of your affairs; you are realistic and practical in your approach to business matters.
The positive 8 Expression produces individuals that are very ambitious and goal-oriented. If the 8 energy is not in excess in your makeup, you will no doubt express these traits to some extent. No one has any more energy that a person with the 8 Expression who has a plan laid and is starting to work. No one has any more self-confidence, either. If you are expressing the positive qualities of 8, you are an outstanding manager because you can plan, initiate, and complete projects; you are very dependable and determined.
As it always happens, there can be too much of a good thing. If you have too much of the 8 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes. A negative 8 can be very rigid and stubborn. Ambition sometimes has a way of becoming over-ambition, and you may express an unreasonable impatience with the lack of progress. If your negative side is showing, you may be too exacting, both of yourself and of others. Sometimes this can even becomes a case of intolerance.
The number 8 is very materialistic and also very desirous of status and power. Neither of these drives are inherently negative unless they are taken to an extreme. You must avoid the tendency to strain after money, material matters, status, or power, to the detriment of the other important factors in your life.
Your Soul Urge number is: 11
A Soul Urge number of 11 means:
With the 11 Soul Urge, much of your thinking and interests relate to the abstract, the spiritual, and utopian dreams. You are motivated toward idealistic concepts, and the sharing of your ideas and concepts with humanity. This number is not one that is giving in a material or a practical sense, but rather one who desires to help mankind with a more abstract commodity such as religion, spiritualism, occult studies, or even psychic abilities.
If you possess the positive 11 Soul Urge traits, you have a dream of the perfect world; you are highly idealistic and inspirational. Your inner strength and devotion to your beliefs are extremely strong. You have a very good mind that is especially well equipped to handle the higher, more abstract forms of thought.
If there is an excess of 11 energy in your makeup, you may possess some the negative 11 traits. There is a tendency for the 11 to produce considerable amounts of nervous tension which is bought on by a very high level of awareness. You may be too sensitive and overly emotional. In some cases, these sensitivities and emotions are quite repressed, and this tends to add even more to the sense of nervousness in the makeup.
The strong 11 is not a very practical person because of the extreme idealism; often, there is a degree of self-deception present. There is usually a rather fixed idea of right and wrong held by those showing strong 11 traits, and with this very often is a resulting attitude of inflexibility.
Your Inner Dream number is: 6
An Inner Dream number of 6 means:
You dream of guiding and fostering the perfect family in the perfect home. You crave the devotion from offspring and a loving spouse. You picture yourself in the center of a successful domestic unit.
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[22 Aug 2008|04:02am] |
take a risk. come take it on me. believe i'm a sure thing.
all or nothing now and i would not trade you for anything.
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[16 Aug 2008|01:32pm] |
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im still laughing. cant stop. wont stop. bad boys.
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[13 Aug 2008|09:12pm] |
Our friends over at Moviehole sat down with the Tropic Thunder/Iron Man star to shoot the sh*t and came away with one helluva quote from Downey Jr. on The Dark Knight. So, did Iron Man like the Bat Man?
"My whole thing is that that I saw 'The Dark Knight'. I feel like I'm dumb because I feel like I don't get how many things that are so smart. It's like a Ferrari engine of storytelling and script writing and I'm like, 'That's not my idea of what I want to see in a movie.' I loved 'The Prestige' but didn't understand 'The Dark Knight'. Didn't get it, still can't tell you what happened in the movie, what happened to the character and in the end they need him to be a bad guy. I'm like, 'I get it. This is so high brow and so f--king smart, I clearly need a college education to understand this movie.' You know what? F-ck DC comics. That's all I have to say and that's where I'm really coming from."
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| dear you. hhahahaha |
[28 Jul 2008|02:45pm] |
How do you get your sleep at night?
How did you get your noose so tight?
Coz look how things have gotten
And I'll be happy so I wont pretend
And I'll be cheering that you're going down
And I'll be laughing, I'll be laug
Ha ha you're dead
And I'm so happy
In loving memory
Of your demise
When your ship is going down
I'll go out and paint the town
Ha ha you're dead
The joke is over
You were an asshole
And now you're gone
As your ship is going down
I'll stand by and watch you drown
Ha ha you're dead
Ha ha you're dead
Ha ha you're dead
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[26 Jul 2008|01:09am] |
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why would you want to love someone who doesnt value life?
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[22 Jul 2008|10:11pm] |
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super puzzle fighter is heavenly.
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[21 Jul 2008|07:04am] |
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dumb idiots.
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[18 Jul 2008|06:08pm] |
Friday night… it’s gonna rain.
Saturday… It’s gonna rain.
Sunday night… It’s probably gonna rain.
Monday night… IT’S ALL THE SAME.
Nothing ever happens, in this town.
FUCK THIS TOWN YEAH!
We’re so lively, we’re bringing it to you
Not like the zoo, fuck the zoo.
But more about the zoo.
It’s a rip off… seriously
FUCK THE ZOO.
Nothing ever happens, in this town.
FUCK THIS TOWN YEAH!
I gotta get a drink.
It’s a pina colada.
With a little umbrella.
Ella, ella, ella, ay ay ay.
I’m standing at the zoo.
It’s fucking raining at the zoo.
Why am I standing at the zoo?
CAUSE THERE’S NOTHING FUCKING ELSE TO DO.
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[16 Jul 2008|02:17pm] |
Let's stand on the corner, throw rocks at people
So there's no surprises, written off as evil
I sleep next to women that I don't deserve
They like to hurt my pride, while I work their nerves
Once upon a time, it was worth it,
When the urges get fed,
And the purpose finds a path to the surface
Is respect considered a breakfast food?
I'm guilty of the type of attitude that wrecks your mood
The truth can be pain, and I hate to do it
Either face the music, or get away from me stupid
Super glue it down, now it better not move
See I'm not the best, but I'm in the top two
And I'm not that friendly, when this cup is empty
It's a side effect from trying to find the fucks that sent me
See I didn't just happen, I was made this way
By the same egomaniac that paved this way
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[15 Jul 2008|07:50pm] |
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Find a man that's gonna be rich enough to buy you a new vagina since you blew this one out. SKANKS! haha. sad.
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| Its not love... |
[14 Jul 2008|02:33pm] |
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MY CHEST HURTS AND ITS FUCKING MEDICAL!!!!!
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[07 Jul 2008|11:59pm] |
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I'm being pulled in too many directions.
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[07 Jul 2008|02:49pm] |
awesome girl bringing me kfc.
makes everything DELICIOUS!
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[06 Jul 2008|03:11pm] |
babababababababaababababy.
ALL MY LIFE.
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[03 Jul 2008|12:21am] |
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day 33 of being alive.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:20pm] |
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31.
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